Christmas is over and the year has passed so quickly. I accomplished none of my 2009 resolutions. All failed pathetically, everything!!!....except for something....

Just 1 year and so much has changed....relationships between people have changed, things are no longer the same any longer!!! and I have changed for fuck because I keep using fuck! thanks to the events of april and onwards...

why do I have to fucking place my hands on my eyebrows when i see undeserving people, people who can't even lead, care, inspire.....people who listen to orders blindly without using some grey matter?!??! people who show shagged faces before I do so!!!!

why have I learnt to walk this year? no more sparks in the back of my mind to make anyone, to make myself laugh till the tummy hurts.

but i thank you god this christmas for keeping my family safe another year for the 19th time, and for whatever talents you have given me to fight this misery...

thank you papa mummy and koko for always hearing me talk about army even though it's hard to understand what goes on....and all my friends for talking cock...pda...., ....sji, ...church...etc etc

I wonder if everything is worth it....
can pride be eaten? or should it be the least of my worries....