Was feeling pissed, agitated, upset the entire day.
Gave it a careful thought during dinner.
Took a walk in the park all alone
After which, I stopped by the pavillion to write my letter.
I guess that this was the best way
My 3rd letter to mommy and daddy.
First was confirmation camp
Second was graduation(sji)

Came home at almost 12
followed by long talk with mommy and daddy
Parents really do know their children at the back of their hands no matter how old the child has grown
Am delighted and thank god for my parents
Im no longer upset now
Hope to have good foresight and strong vision like daddy and marry a capable and virtuous wife like mummy

Then again, I shudder when I think about the future which somehow seems like the night sky which is so open to possibilities, where silver linings can be found, where traps are hidden, where my adversaries are unknown.
Will I be successful in bringing up a closely-knitted family
Will I have enough power to give my family a comfortable life
Will I even find She who is worthy of my love

perhaps..who knows...I might just get killed by a stray bullet during national service.
Life isn't meaningless, but Life is so unpredictable...

It is one day to the New year. Much has happened in 2008.

The FUEL camp went deep down and brought out much from me to re-ponder about my life issues again. Was tired throughout the camp and kept sleeping. Really thank the people who planned it. The bonding day yesterday was also great. Got to know some people better and the night talk cock session was YAY! Hope that we have more of such stuff in the future.

Class gathering was so enjoyable. Felt really emo writing letters to the girls the night before. Finished at about 3am...but because I was still very "thought-full", only slept at about 4...only to realise that I had 3 more to go in the morn. Being with the PDA as usual was fun, and of course wet! Lynette was the host and she was concerned about us getting sick, so nice of her to bring out towels and errhem....disposable underwears....