Haven't touched this place for some time...
There was the confirmation3 camp at the start of November. Honestly, this camp was the sex. Best church camp, and this year’s con3s were just so lucky. The previous 2 confirmation camps weren’t really as good as this one. The con3s had a nice time, and the facils (FUEL aka us) definitely enjoyed it. Every night, after the last session, and when the lights go out….the nocturnal facils have an illegal gathering in one of the dorms…theres lots of food…instant noodles, chips, donuts, popcorn, and of course the soyamilk which was the sex among all the food. We would then start talking all the rubbish, and I had such a fun time spewing all my lame jokes. Then theres this weird game which Audrey called “Bouncy Bouncy Smack Smack” where the girls would unhook each other’s thingys…omg…eew. When we wake up in the morning, we would be like sleepy toads. Ok, enough of that. Anyway, it wasn’t just the con3s which managed to experience Christ through the camp, even the facils were pretty touched by the events that took place. It was a great experience, and we definitely learned a lot from it. Thank you Con3s for being such a lively bunch!
The following week was the confirmation mass, and my brother was getting confirmed too. Hence, FUEL went out on the day before to get gifts for the con3s. We were at Art Friend, and seriously one of the salesmen is GAY, fat, stupid and gay. I think his name was Peter Wee or something. That gay friend from Art Friend who thought that Damain was some Singapore Idol, started dancing in front of us and talked like some perverted gay. He can go shake hands with the Bishan gay and form some alliance. While Bishan gay takes his favorite Catholic high, SJI, and J8, he could be in charge of the orchard area. Stayed up till quite late that night to finish the con3 gifts. It was really difficult carving on the candles, and they must have looked really disgusting if not for the gold dust…haiz
Confirmation mass was quite grand, but somehow preferred mine 2 years ago. After that, it was chaos, everybody was busy taking photos to bother exiting from church. It was until the lights went off that people started going to the venues for dinner and bbq. Hardly ate anything because there wasn’t much food. As usual, I told jokes again, but this time to the con3s instead of FUEL. Haha, some things never change…
Couldn’t stay till late since I had to leave for San Francisco the next morning.
Will blog about my trip some other time…
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
Haiz…
Went for OAC games session in the morning.
Initially thought that only about 10 people will go, just like the OAC dinner, but turned out that almost the entire CCA went.
They were playing bball. No point in me playing since I suck at it. So just played the freak guitar at grand stand and enjoyed the drizzle.Strings were rather rough and rusty, my fingers hurted when I pulled-off.
Then came the usual captain’s ball where I would defend and babble crap non-stop. Got rather high during the game but went down after playing bball. All the guys played damn well, and I scored only one. They were flicking my balls so hard that I felt ultimately sianz. If only nigo and kaizhong were there to perform worse than me and fill the atmosphere with hwahwahwas instead of the empty sound of raindrops falling…..
Told lame jokes with mervyn and weiwen outside the OAC room. Felt great to laugh out loud till those in the room had to shut the door.
We then travelled all the way to queensway to eat at burger king’s. Other than some crap with mervyn, lunch was rather quiet.
Went for OAC games session in the morning.
Initially thought that only about 10 people will go, just like the OAC dinner, but turned out that almost the entire CCA went.
They were playing bball. No point in me playing since I suck at it. So just played the freak guitar at grand stand and enjoyed the drizzle.Strings were rather rough and rusty, my fingers hurted when I pulled-off.
Then came the usual captain’s ball where I would defend and babble crap non-stop. Got rather high during the game but went down after playing bball. All the guys played damn well, and I scored only one. They were flicking my balls so hard that I felt ultimately sianz. If only nigo and kaizhong were there to perform worse than me and fill the atmosphere with hwahwahwas instead of the empty sound of raindrops falling…..
Told lame jokes with mervyn and weiwen outside the OAC room. Felt great to laugh out loud till those in the room had to shut the door.
We then travelled all the way to queensway to eat at burger king’s. Other than some crap with mervyn, lunch was rather quiet.
Friday, October 26, 2007
Time flies just like a bird.
It is really difficult to accept that half of my JC life is over. Seems like it was just yesterday that I met my OG for the very first time.
I could still remember vividly that I was happy having remained in terra house with exactly the same ogls. Dan, who was from my previous og was also with me. We had this performance in the hall by the various houses, and I realised that nic goh was in my class too. Then, when walking towards our venue for icebreakers, someone shouted my name from behind. Yup, and that was Zac.
It was a fun orientation, and my class was full of crappy people. Apparently, more than half of the guys from our class were from boys’school, and so, we brought to Nj all our nonsense to keep ourselves entertained.
The first 3 months were just plain slack, joy, fun, laughter.
Could clearly remember the times when we had nothing to do for 2 hours before PE on Friday. The girls would sit at the grandstand and talk among themselves, and the guys would rush to either the basketball court or the semi-D for soccer.
Then the O’level results came out, and the relaxed days ended abruptly. The true NJ mugger syndrome appeared, and many started working….for example….Marvin…However, many of us guys still had the “O’levels just ended” mentality and couldn’t get down to serious studying, hmm, maybe even till now…
On one fateful day, Goh Kien Huay, our civics tutor then, decided to let us mingle around in the canteen during CAAL. There was this sudden outburst of lameness and everyone started spewing out every single joke we knew. We realised we had a talent being lame….and hence the NJPDA was born. By the way, NJPDA means NJ Physically Disabled Association…and not NJ Public Display of Affection.
Throughout the entire year, the we did everything together. From studying(seldom), to eating the exact same food, to playing the same game, and even to c.r.ying. We were a bunch of idiots, bundle of sticks who did everything that normal nj guys will never do.
That is because we were from express, not normal!
I mean…how many people actually
scream when they see water in the toilet?!
Ok, anyway, if we were to actually videotape our every actions during the year, and record our lunch time conversations, it could be made into the ultimate comedy…ever.
The school term was filled with crap, stupidity, laughter, and humour. Yet, there were many down times for me.
Felt like everyone was better sometimes
Unable to excel in my studies
Couldn’t get certain people off my mind
Kevin is a shadow of his former self.
Anyway, what’s done is done. Got to do some reflection before finishing off the rest of this year.
Today is the last day of the school term….yesterday seemed to be the day I entered Nj…. tomorrow could probably be the moment I put the grey uniform away forever…
Hmm, time left in JC is really running out, hope to cherish the time we have together before it all ends. Before I know it, it’s A levels, and the next thing that happens will be kissing the grounds of tekong.
It is really difficult to accept that half of my JC life is over. Seems like it was just yesterday that I met my OG for the very first time.
I could still remember vividly that I was happy having remained in terra house with exactly the same ogls. Dan, who was from my previous og was also with me. We had this performance in the hall by the various houses, and I realised that nic goh was in my class too. Then, when walking towards our venue for icebreakers, someone shouted my name from behind. Yup, and that was Zac.
It was a fun orientation, and my class was full of crappy people. Apparently, more than half of the guys from our class were from boys’school, and so, we brought to Nj all our nonsense to keep ourselves entertained.
The first 3 months were just plain slack, joy, fun, laughter.
Could clearly remember the times when we had nothing to do for 2 hours before PE on Friday. The girls would sit at the grandstand and talk among themselves, and the guys would rush to either the basketball court or the semi-D for soccer.
Then the O’level results came out, and the relaxed days ended abruptly. The true NJ mugger syndrome appeared, and many started working….for example….Marvin…However, many of us guys still had the “O’levels just ended” mentality and couldn’t get down to serious studying, hmm, maybe even till now…
On one fateful day, Goh Kien Huay, our civics tutor then, decided to let us mingle around in the canteen during CAAL. There was this sudden outburst of lameness and everyone started spewing out every single joke we knew. We realised we had a talent being lame….and hence the NJPDA was born. By the way, NJPDA means NJ Physically Disabled Association…and not NJ Public Display of Affection.
Throughout the entire year, the we did everything together. From studying(seldom), to eating the exact same food, to playing the same game, and even to c.r.ying. We were a bunch of idiots, bundle of sticks who did everything that normal nj guys will never do.
That is because we were from express, not normal!
I mean…how many people actually
scream when they see water in the toilet?!
Ok, anyway, if we were to actually videotape our every actions during the year, and record our lunch time conversations, it could be made into the ultimate comedy…ever.
The school term was filled with crap, stupidity, laughter, and humour. Yet, there were many down times for me.
Felt like everyone was better sometimes
Unable to excel in my studies
Couldn’t get certain people off my mind
Kevin is a shadow of his former self.
Anyway, what’s done is done. Got to do some reflection before finishing off the rest of this year.
Today is the last day of the school term….yesterday seemed to be the day I entered Nj…. tomorrow could probably be the moment I put the grey uniform away forever…
Hmm, time left in JC is really running out, hope to cherish the time we have together before it all ends. Before I know it, it’s A levels, and the next thing that happens will be kissing the grounds of tekong.
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Haven't been touching this place for quite a while.
It was teacher's day on Friday and Nj had its own teacher's day celebrations. The theme was retro and the teachers came dressed in retro costume with all that gay stuff. They had some dance workout before the celebration which involved punching, kicking and martial arts in general. Nic Goh and I acted like retarded fools by copying exactly what the dance leaders were doing. Some girls at the front actually turned back, pointed at us and laughed. But who cares?
The class prepared some cards which we gave to our teachers after the workout. The rest of the celebrations were pretty boring so we sat down and folded paper cranes from the little leaflets which the art club(student council) made. There was the song performance by Zac who played "Top of the world" by one of my favorite bands, and the stupid skit by the drama club(student council)...
Made a trip back to SJI after the celebrations ended. SJI didnt have teacher's day celebrations since it clashed with the Sec4's prelims and Sec3's OBS. The O'Levels have been brought forward this year, causing disruption in the usual schedule of school events like the anniversary parade and prelim dates. Perhaps this is the first time SJI isnt celebrating teacher's day. Usually, teacher's day in SJI would start with a mass in the morning followed by celebrations in the PAC. Nevertheless, our teachers were still in school so we could visit them! Haven't met up with my SJI friends for quite some time already, so the moment I reached school, my mouth lost its ability to close. Talked lots of shit with my ex-classmates, from our ole days, to girls in jc, to cca, to SJI pple in NJ and wad crap they have been up to....
Went to the staff room to visit all our teachers. Talked more crap. One of the computers had the NJ homepage on it with Trent's "fat" face beside Suyi's, then everybody started commenting about it. My memory quite bad, even called Ms Chia --> Mrs Chia. And even dared to joke with Sng. It was my first time entering the HOD office to find Lye Hin and martina chan. Mr Lee was away on PHD, so Mrs Chan entertained us with the stuff on her table....including the winnie the pooh's tiger(forgot its gay name) !vibrator! Talked to S-lim about sjab stuff for quite some time after which he gave us some finger food meant for the teachers. But yea...haha....we helped the teachers to finish them...Didn't know that Sji's gallery( What Godwin calls holy ground) which kept all its relics was situated just outside the HOD office. We weren't allowed to enter it, we were never allowed in before, but could see from outside that it contained lots of cool stuff like the blessed sacrament and old letters from long long ago. Just as we were about to leave the staff room from the exit which I had never been to before....something on the wall caught my eye.......
-------"De La Salle says:"Inspire your students" "------
Now I know why....
Jing Han, Augy and the others had left much earlier to play pool, so went to plaza sing with few of squad taurus, nick wee, and godwin. Just like old times, Hubert and Nick wee were bickering with each other and we soon started ramming one another in the bus just like a buch of little kids. It was damn fun teasing Joel also, havent done that for quite a while. And just like idiots...we missed the stop. So had to walk for quite a while before reaching ps. Then we met the earlier group which left together with Jared. Alamak, Jared whole day whole life live to exist for canoeing. Apparently, they were helping Jared to find some canoeist stuff or else Yong would kill the nj canoeist or something like that. . But couldn't join them, my stomach was already growling. Went to KFC for lunch where godwin's baby joined us. After which both Nick Wee and Godwin left, with the same 5 of us together again...Joel, Hubert, Matthias, James, and me...
There's one week to get back on track for studies....Thursday for extracting wisdom tooth...
It was teacher's day on Friday and Nj had its own teacher's day celebrations. The theme was retro and the teachers came dressed in retro costume with all that gay stuff. They had some dance workout before the celebration which involved punching, kicking and martial arts in general. Nic Goh and I acted like retarded fools by copying exactly what the dance leaders were doing. Some girls at the front actually turned back, pointed at us and laughed. But who cares?
The class prepared some cards which we gave to our teachers after the workout. The rest of the celebrations were pretty boring so we sat down and folded paper cranes from the little leaflets which the art club(student council) made. There was the song performance by Zac who played "Top of the world" by one of my favorite bands, and the stupid skit by the drama club(student council)...
Made a trip back to SJI after the celebrations ended. SJI didnt have teacher's day celebrations since it clashed with the Sec4's prelims and Sec3's OBS. The O'Levels have been brought forward this year, causing disruption in the usual schedule of school events like the anniversary parade and prelim dates. Perhaps this is the first time SJI isnt celebrating teacher's day. Usually, teacher's day in SJI would start with a mass in the morning followed by celebrations in the PAC. Nevertheless, our teachers were still in school so we could visit them! Haven't met up with my SJI friends for quite some time already, so the moment I reached school, my mouth lost its ability to close. Talked lots of shit with my ex-classmates, from our ole days, to girls in jc, to cca, to SJI pple in NJ and wad crap they have been up to....
Went to the staff room to visit all our teachers. Talked more crap. One of the computers had the NJ homepage on it with Trent's "fat" face beside Suyi's, then everybody started commenting about it. My memory quite bad, even called Ms Chia --> Mrs Chia. And even dared to joke with Sng. It was my first time entering the HOD office to find Lye Hin and martina chan. Mr Lee was away on PHD, so Mrs Chan entertained us with the stuff on her table....including the winnie the pooh's tiger(forgot its gay name) !vibrator! Talked to S-lim about sjab stuff for quite some time after which he gave us some finger food meant for the teachers. But yea...haha....we helped the teachers to finish them...Didn't know that Sji's gallery( What Godwin calls holy ground) which kept all its relics was situated just outside the HOD office. We weren't allowed to enter it, we were never allowed in before, but could see from outside that it contained lots of cool stuff like the blessed sacrament and old letters from long long ago. Just as we were about to leave the staff room from the exit which I had never been to before....something on the wall caught my eye.......
-------"De La Salle says:"Inspire your students" "------
Now I know why....
Jing Han, Augy and the others had left much earlier to play pool, so went to plaza sing with few of squad taurus, nick wee, and godwin. Just like old times, Hubert and Nick wee were bickering with each other and we soon started ramming one another in the bus just like a buch of little kids. It was damn fun teasing Joel also, havent done that for quite a while. And just like idiots...we missed the stop. So had to walk for quite a while before reaching ps. Then we met the earlier group which left together with Jared. Alamak, Jared whole day whole life live to exist for canoeing. Apparently, they were helping Jared to find some canoeist stuff or else Yong would kill the nj canoeist or something like that. . But couldn't join them, my stomach was already growling. Went to KFC for lunch where godwin's baby joined us. After which both Nick Wee and Godwin left, with the same 5 of us together again...Joel, Hubert, Matthias, James, and me...
There's one week to get back on track for studies....Thursday for extracting wisdom tooth...
Friday, July 27, 2007
M(guy) has a crush on V(girl). He tries to woo her, asking her out on dates, calling her every night, sms-ing her every moment, buying her gifts... Both of them get on well. As time goes on...the more M got to know V, the more he felt attracted to her... and the more time he spent with her, the more that attraction grew into a deep emotional attachment and affection for her. However, there was one problem. As his emotional attachment grew stronger and stronger, he also grew more and more insecure because he couldn't tell whether or not she felt the same way towards him. Though V often spent time with M, M had this gut feeling that their relationship was only "friendship based". The insecurity that M felt became a spiral that amplified itself... and the more insecure he became, the more afraid he grew of "screwing things up" by kissing her or asking her to be his girlfriend. Plus, the more insecure he became, the less time she seemed to want to spend with him. After spending many days and nights obsessing over V, M finally arrived at the conclusion that if only V knew how he felt, she would be able to feel the same way towards him too.So he made a bold move. He told her his true feelings towards her. He confessed that he was in love, and that he would do anything to be with her. And guess what happened? V told M that she wasn't sure if she liked him. For the next few days, M and V started avoiding each other in school, M stopped calling V at night though he pined for her calls and her smses. M was totally confused about this sudden cold attitude towards him after he had confessed to her. Why is this happening? Does she like me? Questions, and questions after questions floated in M's mind day and night. M couldn't withstand this torture anymore and finally called V to clear things up. V then told him that she treated him only as a friend...
I was reflecting on this story yesterday night when I was somehow unable to get to sleep. M, like many other guys would probably be sad...depressed, emo....and also pissed off, erm furious perhaps. One-sided love is the worst mental agony one can experience. Yeah though M may like(love) V, at that point of time, he wants to shout, SHOUT!!! shout at her!!! and tell her to get lost!! get out of his mind!!! fuck off and die!!! maybe even give her a slap...This is what I define as the love-hate tragedy, which is the combination of both extreme feelings. Rejection is hard to be accepted, it is loathed, by everyone... For V, M is nothing more than a close friend. She would never be able to understand the pain which M feels, the confusion that torments him...
I attended Reverend Father Fossion's memorial service yesterday, and it somehow allowed me to visualise this rampant phenomenon in the spiritual sense. Isn't god's love to us one-sided too? He gave his only son to die for us and hence showed how much He loved the world. Yet, we often forget about this. Not only do we not love god in return, instead we choose to go against his teachings. There's just so much injustice in this world, so much love that is repaid only by bloodshed and hatred. Jesus taught us to love...what are we doing? Discriminating against others...not lending a helping hand...vengeful intentions....impure thoughts, selfishness...and the list goes on. Just like how V ignores M's smses...we are switching off our "handphones" and ignoring god's smses...
We hate it when our love is not acknowledged, just like how M feels when he is rejected despite being willing to devote himself to V. Perhaps we should put ourselves into God's shoes, and look at it from another angle. God's sacrificial love towards us is so immense, nevertheless we are rejecting Him through our callous actions in our daily lives... When we get rejected by our dream girl/ dream guy, it feels somewhat like a thousand swords piercing right into our hearts. I really wonder how God feels when billions reject his love..
I am far from being perfect.
I have made enemies.
Done many wrong things.
Maybe we should stop hating the other party for rejecting us. No one is perfect. And we had definitely rejected someone else's love in our lives before....be it our parents...or another M...
The world will be flawless if love is returned with love, and hate is returned with love. If everyone knows how to put themselves into someone else's shoes...
Our human nature sucks...
"A man leads an honorable life if he lives his life for others..."
I was reflecting on this story yesterday night when I was somehow unable to get to sleep. M, like many other guys would probably be sad...depressed, emo....and also pissed off, erm furious perhaps. One-sided love is the worst mental agony one can experience. Yeah though M may like(love) V, at that point of time, he wants to shout, SHOUT!!! shout at her!!! and tell her to get lost!! get out of his mind!!! fuck off and die!!! maybe even give her a slap...This is what I define as the love-hate tragedy, which is the combination of both extreme feelings. Rejection is hard to be accepted, it is loathed, by everyone... For V, M is nothing more than a close friend. She would never be able to understand the pain which M feels, the confusion that torments him...
I attended Reverend Father Fossion's memorial service yesterday, and it somehow allowed me to visualise this rampant phenomenon in the spiritual sense. Isn't god's love to us one-sided too? He gave his only son to die for us and hence showed how much He loved the world. Yet, we often forget about this. Not only do we not love god in return, instead we choose to go against his teachings. There's just so much injustice in this world, so much love that is repaid only by bloodshed and hatred. Jesus taught us to love...what are we doing? Discriminating against others...not lending a helping hand...vengeful intentions....impure thoughts, selfishness...and the list goes on. Just like how V ignores M's smses...we are switching off our "handphones" and ignoring god's smses...
We hate it when our love is not acknowledged, just like how M feels when he is rejected despite being willing to devote himself to V. Perhaps we should put ourselves into God's shoes, and look at it from another angle. God's sacrificial love towards us is so immense, nevertheless we are rejecting Him through our callous actions in our daily lives... When we get rejected by our dream girl/ dream guy, it feels somewhat like a thousand swords piercing right into our hearts. I really wonder how God feels when billions reject his love..
I am far from being perfect.
I have made enemies.
Done many wrong things.
Maybe we should stop hating the other party for rejecting us. No one is perfect. And we had definitely rejected someone else's love in our lives before....be it our parents...or another M...
The world will be flawless if love is returned with love, and hate is returned with love. If everyone knows how to put themselves into someone else's shoes...
Our human nature sucks...
"A man leads an honorable life if he lives his life for others..."
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Today was a bad day.
Went to parade square 15minutes before time and stoned...8.30 finally arrived and my parade commanding really sucked. Haven't been practising for quite a long time, and I think my Sec3s can command better than me now. The most stupid part was the pledge. I said it too quickly, and by the time I realised it, there were already smiles on everyone's faces. It is uncomfortable to control laughter, so I quickened the speed of my pledge and screwed it up further so that the assembly can laugh out as soon as possible. VP scolded...and whatever...Discipline mistress said that my necklace wasn't part of the school uniform. Please lah, its a rosary ring and I have been wearing it for years, and no one said a thing about it in sji. Oh, and yeah sure, I permed my hair, jealous of mycool hair??!!
After that, was quite funny, people thought it was NJPDA prank, and my class was laughing at me. No GP and chinese, so we went canteen talk crap and tell lame jokes.
Started to emo about personal stuff during lecture, felt like vommitting, became sensitive to noise....and carried on like this for the whole day. Even after lunch, I didn't hang out with the PDA, just went to the library for some solitude reflection till Ngiam called me...
PW lecture was in lt1, but changed to lt5, so we entered lt5 late. Lecture was so boring but still managed to take down some notes. And after lecture, some short-necked teacher told the "4th row from the back" boys to stay behind...and yeah that was us. Gosh mann, was already so pissed, tired, emo, sad, depressed, and still got kao pei by her...since she accused us of being late and not concentrating....
Then had OAC EXCO interview. It was quite fun actually, but i couldn't enjoy it much due to the mood i was in. Managed to talk quite a lot,...but somewhere down in my mind...somehow felt it was better to have talked lesser...
Sucks...
Went to parade square 15minutes before time and stoned...8.30 finally arrived and my parade commanding really sucked. Haven't been practising for quite a long time, and I think my Sec3s can command better than me now. The most stupid part was the pledge. I said it too quickly, and by the time I realised it, there were already smiles on everyone's faces. It is uncomfortable to control laughter, so I quickened the speed of my pledge and screwed it up further so that the assembly can laugh out as soon as possible. VP scolded...and whatever...Discipline mistress said that my necklace wasn't part of the school uniform. Please lah, its a rosary ring and I have been wearing it for years, and no one said a thing about it in sji. Oh, and yeah sure, I permed my hair, jealous of mycool hair??!!
After that, was quite funny, people thought it was NJPDA prank, and my class was laughing at me. No GP and chinese, so we went canteen talk crap and tell lame jokes.
Started to emo about personal stuff during lecture, felt like vommitting, became sensitive to noise....and carried on like this for the whole day. Even after lunch, I didn't hang out with the PDA, just went to the library for some solitude reflection till Ngiam called me...
PW lecture was in lt1, but changed to lt5, so we entered lt5 late. Lecture was so boring but still managed to take down some notes. And after lecture, some short-necked teacher told the "4th row from the back" boys to stay behind...and yeah that was us. Gosh mann, was already so pissed, tired, emo, sad, depressed, and still got kao pei by her...since she accused us of being late and not concentrating....
Then had OAC EXCO interview. It was quite fun actually, but i couldn't enjoy it much due to the mood i was in. Managed to talk quite a lot,...but somewhere down in my mind...somehow felt it was better to have talked lesser...
Sucks...
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Friday, June 15, 2007
Have been playing warcraft3 every afternoon. I really cant study in the afternoon, especially when it's so hot...my "learning styles" test in sec3 shows that I can work better at night than in the afternoon. So...every night is study time....till 2am
There was Adventure Trail challenge(ATC) on Sunday around Pasir Ris area. Met Jason lim and his VJC ODAC team there. It was quite fun. Trail running was sick, my shoes were soaked in mud and became black. My shoes started complaining to me, it changed its brand from New balance to converse... I had expected river crossing to be crossing a river submerged in water and pulling myself to the other side while holding onto a rope. Instead we were supposed to cross the river using a rope mesh...immediately, my shoes changed its brand again from converse to new balance so that I wouldn't fall when i walked on the ropes. However, Kayaking was bad. the kyak weiwen and i had was very unstable, according to physics concepts, it has low initial stability, which means that for noobs..its sucks....but for the pros(heart and souls) it could travel fast. We almost capsized quite a few times. Overall, we were 17th position....considered not bad since we had walked so much....compared to the other teams.
I regret not listening to my mum's advice to put sunblock...now my back is crispy....haha
There was Adventure Trail challenge(ATC) on Sunday around Pasir Ris area. Met Jason lim and his VJC ODAC team there. It was quite fun. Trail running was sick, my shoes were soaked in mud and became black. My shoes started complaining to me, it changed its brand from New balance to converse... I had expected river crossing to be crossing a river submerged in water and pulling myself to the other side while holding onto a rope. Instead we were supposed to cross the river using a rope mesh...immediately, my shoes changed its brand again from converse to new balance so that I wouldn't fall when i walked on the ropes. However, Kayaking was bad. the kyak weiwen and i had was very unstable, according to physics concepts, it has low initial stability, which means that for noobs..its sucks....but for the pros(heart and souls) it could travel fast. We almost capsized quite a few times. Overall, we were 17th position....considered not bad since we had walked so much....compared to the other teams.
I regret not listening to my mum's advice to put sunblock...now my back is crispy....haha
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
Haven't touched this place for quite long
In the afternoon, we met at Kaizhong's house to complete the econs Varied assessment. Kind of fun, since I could play with his comms there and take pictures of er..Her..mmm...Then, Mervyn and I went back to Nj to pass it up to Clara Lee....sighz...sianz...
After that, I dropped by at SJI to take a look at the June camp going on...
When the cadets greeted me...haha, only did yong shen realise that I was there too.
We took a walk around the area, and talked some crap. Then, as usual, entered the cadets' bunks to talk to them,...and reduce the dormitory push-ups if they acknowledged our presence fast enough. The cadets were rather "not in the mood" for the camp, and rather ill-disciplined...so had no choice but to advise them to turn up the heat...the hard way...sighz. Anyway, We would be going back on Wednesday for the talentime...Yong Shen has his jokes to arouse them...Nic Goh and I have our "ghost" stories ready...HEHE.
Went to help out at children aid society near to ngee ann poly at night for class cip. We taught a small group of little kids how to dance the high school musical. Those kids learn relatively fast as compared to me...haha,...and they could even point out that I was making the wrong steps. I was damn tired after the long day when I reached home... had actually planned to complete the physics online quiz, but i went to sleep instead.
Ok, i got to start on my revision soon, or I will really fail at Common test
In the afternoon, we met at Kaizhong's house to complete the econs Varied assessment. Kind of fun, since I could play with his comms there and take pictures of er..Her..mmm...Then, Mervyn and I went back to Nj to pass it up to Clara Lee....sighz...sianz...
After that, I dropped by at SJI to take a look at the June camp going on...
When the cadets greeted me...haha, only did yong shen realise that I was there too.
We took a walk around the area, and talked some crap. Then, as usual, entered the cadets' bunks to talk to them,...and reduce the dormitory push-ups if they acknowledged our presence fast enough. The cadets were rather "not in the mood" for the camp, and rather ill-disciplined...so had no choice but to advise them to turn up the heat...the hard way...sighz. Anyway, We would be going back on Wednesday for the talentime...Yong Shen has his jokes to arouse them...Nic Goh and I have our "ghost" stories ready...HEHE.
Went to help out at children aid society near to ngee ann poly at night for class cip. We taught a small group of little kids how to dance the high school musical. Those kids learn relatively fast as compared to me...haha,...and they could even point out that I was making the wrong steps. I was damn tired after the long day when I reached home... had actually planned to complete the physics online quiz, but i went to sleep instead.
Ok, i got to start on my revision soon, or I will really fail at Common test
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Just came back from OAC ICAC. Im super tired!!! It was like whole night marathon without any rest. My legs feel quite weak now.It started yesterday 2.00pm at NJC where we were given our first clue...which led to the next....and the subsequents. The value of my ez-link card was drained. Actually, OAC ICAC reminds me of TAR(the amazing race) which I organised last year...however,...much more money had to be spent this time. My group, Sakra was so unlucky. We were given 3 places to go where only one of the places was our genuine station...and we only went to the correct station as our last one...The rain was quite heavy and I was drenched before we could even find that station. However, we persevered and still managed to emerge as champions.
RAW EGGS are SICK!!!
Plunging your legs into hot water and keeping them there... is no better!
So coming to the night part of our ICAC:
We assembled at East Coast Park and waited for Maktab to get ready the bikes. And I did my usual talk crab session though I ate no crab. It was quite dark, and we had to travel by bikes. Honestly I felt quite useless since I just had no idea of how to proceed to the stations. so I stayed at the back while the rest led in the front.
Oh... riding up and down the pavements...the repeated upwards and downwards force on my ass, and..........makes me feel that i was still a member of sjab.
We were way ahead of the other groups, and emerged as overall champions eventually...
Hmm, so when will Sakra be using the $40 swensens voucher???
Friday, May 04, 2007
Friday, April 20, 2007
Walk out of lecture,
lectured at tutorial,
tutor not looking,
trying to catch up on sleep,
walk out of class,
slip over ketchup,
can't mind my ps & qs,
the queue is so long,
just like the day ahead,
im starting to have a headache
Enter the bus,
Too busy to mind the busts,
looking at those notes of mine,
eyes almost go blind,
just by looking at those notes of mine,
just got to close them,
and continue some other time
Place my stuff on the table,
telling myself i would be able to do them later
after a rest no later than a while
Too many thoughts in my mind
like a bear in mine,
which tears away time
and all other formulae and theories,
walking in circles to find solutions,
solutions where im nothing but the solute
which is trying to find his solvent
Walking in circles,
though it ain't no circus,
theres nothing of myself left to showcase
if only those thoughts could be put into cases
and shown to those who find no case in me
Strumming aimlessly
producing noise without melody,
trying to find a cure
to the impure,
trying to mess with stress,
trying to guess my future
Darkness falls
Eyelid falls
the hour arrives
and i come to my sense
without needing to count my cents
The hours of madness have arrived
and the owls soar from the fortress of my heart
where knots are just so hard to be untied...
though not impossible
My mood is down,
and down I go,
where a reflection of my warped mind laughs at me
As i cry without shedding any tears
as i kiss the shadows
as i miss her
lectured at tutorial,
tutor not looking,
trying to catch up on sleep,
walk out of class,
slip over ketchup,
can't mind my ps & qs,
the queue is so long,
just like the day ahead,
im starting to have a headache
Enter the bus,
Too busy to mind the busts,
looking at those notes of mine,
eyes almost go blind,
just by looking at those notes of mine,
just got to close them,
and continue some other time
Place my stuff on the table,
telling myself i would be able to do them later
after a rest no later than a while
Too many thoughts in my mind
like a bear in mine,
which tears away time
and all other formulae and theories,
walking in circles to find solutions,
solutions where im nothing but the solute
which is trying to find his solvent
Walking in circles,
though it ain't no circus,
theres nothing of myself left to showcase
if only those thoughts could be put into cases
and shown to those who find no case in me
Strumming aimlessly
producing noise without melody,
trying to find a cure
to the impure,
trying to mess with stress,
trying to guess my future
Darkness falls
Eyelid falls
the hour arrives
and i come to my sense
without needing to count my cents
The hours of madness have arrived
and the owls soar from the fortress of my heart
where knots are just so hard to be untied...
though not impossible
My mood is down,
and down I go,
where a reflection of my warped mind laughs at me
As i cry without shedding any tears
as i kiss the shadows
as i miss her
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Friday, April 13, 2007
Lecture is covering functions:graph,...I haven't even completed my mathematical induction tutorial....
Lecture is covering Econs chap 2.4, and my mind still can't make out the meaning of elasticities...
I haven't attempted Dynamics 1 yet....I haven't finished chemical bonding yet,.....its just so difficult to paraphrase for GP, .....and I don't understand chinese...nothing about cheena at all.......
gosh...
Lectures are just so boring, lectures are just so confusing, tutorials are just so demanding, tutorials are just so rushed....
stressed....
Lecture is covering Econs chap 2.4, and my mind still can't make out the meaning of elasticities...
I haven't attempted Dynamics 1 yet....I haven't finished chemical bonding yet,.....its just so difficult to paraphrase for GP, .....and I don't understand chinese...nothing about cheena at all.......
gosh...
Lectures are just so boring, lectures are just so confusing, tutorials are just so demanding, tutorials are just so rushed....
stressed....
Saturday, March 31, 2007
Just came back from interact camp...super tired. Hadn't really slept well last night, played cards till past 3am. Woke up at 6+ and got down to the pull-up bars area to do some exercise. Yeah, and water games were fun this morning.
Thought of coming back and CHIONG!!! my homework after lunch, but told myself later that I would play guitar for 15minutes before studying. Instead, I went to sleep immediately after playing guitar for less than 5minutes. Hmmm, I will be out tonight, and tomorrow will be another busy day....where can I find the time to read up on the parts im lagging behind.......????? Haiz....
I was disappointed initially when I heard the news...I never expected that it would actually happen...
I had put in my 110% of effort last year to train a Secondary2 team from scratch for the competition then. Usually, only 2 teams will be sent by sji-sjab to participate in the zone competition, the secondary4s for the Advanced category and the Secondary3s for the Basic Category. I proposed to the officers that the Secondary2 team be formed early so that they could participate in the march competition last year in the same category as their Sec3 seniors. It wasn't important that they won, what I wanted was for the team to be experienced before they handle their competition in Secondary 3. They disagreed at first, thinking that it was absurd, but on the promise that the training of the crucial teams would not be compromised, they eventually allowed. Even so, it was impossible to train a team in merely 2months since every team in sji-sjab history had at least 1year training before their first competition. Nevertheless, I tried my best as their trainer...and the Secondary 2 team(cancer) tried their best too. And they managed to attain the 2nd runner-up at the competition, having to compete against the Secondary3s of SJI and that of other schools in the zone. It was quite good results to me since I had expected them to get last place......The main objective was to allow them to have an insight to competitions so that their championship in the zone competition in 2007 would be a certainty.
Ok, this year......But before getting to the bad news...hmmm, got to compliment team scorpio(Sec4s) for winning the championship for the 3rd consecutive time at zone comp, though not very sure if they had attained a clean sweep. Their hard work and utmost effort had indeed paid off. However team cancer had only attained 2nd runner-up....and there were only 2 other schls competing in that category this year.....so....... they were the last place.........
3rd position with 2 mths exp.......3rd position with 12mths exp.....wth happened in the 10 months?? Its quite bad.....really...its the first time after so long that SJI had not won the championship at both categories. This meant that team cancer would not represent the zone at the national competition......hmm, it is a drop to sji's winning streak and sji's representation of the zone at the national competition....Haiz...................maybe I should go back and help team scorpio to attain victory at national competition.....maybe.......but I have already passed out and graduated, should I still be concerned with things going on there?
Anyway, squad cancer, I wish you guys all the best on your road to ncoship...Don't be put down by this defeat. Instead, work hard in other areas and show the fighting spirit of a true lasallian.
Thought of coming back and CHIONG!!! my homework after lunch, but told myself later that I would play guitar for 15minutes before studying. Instead, I went to sleep immediately after playing guitar for less than 5minutes. Hmmm, I will be out tonight, and tomorrow will be another busy day....where can I find the time to read up on the parts im lagging behind.......????? Haiz....
I was disappointed initially when I heard the news...I never expected that it would actually happen...
I had put in my 110% of effort last year to train a Secondary2 team from scratch for the competition then. Usually, only 2 teams will be sent by sji-sjab to participate in the zone competition, the secondary4s for the Advanced category and the Secondary3s for the Basic Category. I proposed to the officers that the Secondary2 team be formed early so that they could participate in the march competition last year in the same category as their Sec3 seniors. It wasn't important that they won, what I wanted was for the team to be experienced before they handle their competition in Secondary 3. They disagreed at first, thinking that it was absurd, but on the promise that the training of the crucial teams would not be compromised, they eventually allowed. Even so, it was impossible to train a team in merely 2months since every team in sji-sjab history had at least 1year training before their first competition. Nevertheless, I tried my best as their trainer...and the Secondary 2 team(cancer) tried their best too. And they managed to attain the 2nd runner-up at the competition, having to compete against the Secondary3s of SJI and that of other schools in the zone. It was quite good results to me since I had expected them to get last place......The main objective was to allow them to have an insight to competitions so that their championship in the zone competition in 2007 would be a certainty.
Ok, this year......But before getting to the bad news...hmmm, got to compliment team scorpio(Sec4s) for winning the championship for the 3rd consecutive time at zone comp, though not very sure if they had attained a clean sweep. Their hard work and utmost effort had indeed paid off. However team cancer had only attained 2nd runner-up....and there were only 2 other schls competing in that category this year.....so....... they were the last place.........
3rd position with 2 mths exp.......3rd position with 12mths exp.....wth happened in the 10 months?? Its quite bad.....really...its the first time after so long that SJI had not won the championship at both categories. This meant that team cancer would not represent the zone at the national competition......hmm, it is a drop to sji's winning streak and sji's representation of the zone at the national competition....Haiz...................maybe I should go back and help team scorpio to attain victory at national competition.....maybe.......but I have already passed out and graduated, should I still be concerned with things going on there?
Anyway, squad cancer, I wish you guys all the best on your road to ncoship...Don't be put down by this defeat. Instead, work hard in other areas and show the fighting spirit of a true lasallian.
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
FUEL camp just ended. Quite a fun camp though the schedule was not followed due to the breaks that were given. I had expected more to turn up for the camp actually, but 20+ people was a comfortable amount. A quick overview of the camp:
Saturday:
Reached church at about 8am, had to take attendance and collect money. Though the program was supposed to start at 9.00, it started proper almost close to 11. There was mini P&W session, and talk by Jarvis about himself...then had lunch. After which there was a session on "accepting oneself" and a short activity. Then it was nap time!!! , followed by a session where we were supposed to share our individual perception of God. Had a bit of soccer and cards before dinner. At night, there was the exposure of the blessed sacrament, and 3hours long adoration, where I coughed, coughed, and coughed. Then had supper and a long night before I finally went to sleep. Had such a bad cough that I could hardly even say a word in my dreams...haha
Sunday:
Started with mass in the wee hours. Then had breakfast where we were supposed to read the bible and do some sharing...but no one actually did it...neither did I... We just talked about everything other than the bible and ate. There was a long session about the gifts of God...then followed by nap time again!!! We had lunch in the auditorium, followed by a short reflection to decide the future of FUEL...
Monday:
Ok, the camp ended on Sunday....but there was a soccer match against the Con4s. Didn't really play well because it was field soccer which needed more strategy and skills than street soccer that I usually played. Stamina was also very bad due to the flu. Hmm, looks like I got to play more soccer this holiday....;) anyway, the score was 5:3 and FUEL won......haha...of course lah!
Better start on my homework today because there will be no other free time for the rest of this week. Also Got to catch up on some sleep too before I get my new guitar tomorrw. yay!
Saturday:
Reached church at about 8am, had to take attendance and collect money. Though the program was supposed to start at 9.00, it started proper almost close to 11. There was mini P&W session, and talk by Jarvis about himself...then had lunch. After which there was a session on "accepting oneself" and a short activity. Then it was nap time!!! , followed by a session where we were supposed to share our individual perception of God. Had a bit of soccer and cards before dinner. At night, there was the exposure of the blessed sacrament, and 3hours long adoration, where I coughed, coughed, and coughed. Then had supper and a long night before I finally went to sleep. Had such a bad cough that I could hardly even say a word in my dreams...haha
Sunday:
Started with mass in the wee hours. Then had breakfast where we were supposed to read the bible and do some sharing...but no one actually did it...neither did I... We just talked about everything other than the bible and ate. There was a long session about the gifts of God...then followed by nap time again!!! We had lunch in the auditorium, followed by a short reflection to decide the future of FUEL...
Monday:
Ok, the camp ended on Sunday....but there was a soccer match against the Con4s. Didn't really play well because it was field soccer which needed more strategy and skills than street soccer that I usually played. Stamina was also very bad due to the flu. Hmm, looks like I got to play more soccer this holiday....;) anyway, the score was 5:3 and FUEL won......haha...of course lah!
Better start on my homework today because there will be no other free time for the rest of this week. Also Got to catch up on some sleep too before I get my new guitar tomorrw. yay!
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Prayer...
The listening ear is always there
Whatever I say is not judged
I do not have to phrase my thoughts in a proper sequence
I can speak my inner most thoughts
The listener will never tell my secrets to anyone
I can go on for hours, and the listener will not fall asleep
I can still do it even though I have a sore throat
I do not have to use the phone or msn....
I believe that my listener can do everything & anything to help me
my listener genuinely wants to help me
Prayer...
Im not sure if the listener is even there........because
a direct answer is never given to my queries
advice is never given
my listener helps me.......however, HE does so in a way that he wishes.....and not the way that I wish...
My listener is invisible
My listener's presence is only felt at certain times.......
Some people pray every night to thank God for keeping them alive through the day.....
Some people pray every morning to ask God to bless them for the rest of the day.....
Some people pray every noon to thank God for the food they are about to receive.....
Some people pray every now and every then to praise God for his wonderful creations.....
Some people pray every moment they feel God's presence to adore him for the love He had given us.....
However.....some people do not pray until they meet problems they cannot solve....
Passengers on the Titanic prayed when the ship was sinking, Passengers on the plane prayed when the plane approached the Twin Towers.....NS men pray when they come into contact with evil spirits during their BMT(basic military training)......
As such, prayer is used when one is no longer in control of their predicament, prayer becomes a human reaction when things get out of hand, and when everything is hopeless....Prayer becomes a last minute resort......a last minute weapon.....becomes something that is never in mind until everything is hopeless............
Is that what prayer only means?
The listening ear is always there
Whatever I say is not judged
I do not have to phrase my thoughts in a proper sequence
I can speak my inner most thoughts
The listener will never tell my secrets to anyone
I can go on for hours, and the listener will not fall asleep
I can still do it even though I have a sore throat
I do not have to use the phone or msn....
I believe that my listener can do everything & anything to help me
my listener genuinely wants to help me
Prayer...
Im not sure if the listener is even there........because
a direct answer is never given to my queries
advice is never given
my listener helps me.......however, HE does so in a way that he wishes.....and not the way that I wish...
My listener is invisible
My listener's presence is only felt at certain times.......
Some people pray every night to thank God for keeping them alive through the day.....
Some people pray every morning to ask God to bless them for the rest of the day.....
Some people pray every noon to thank God for the food they are about to receive.....
Some people pray every now and every then to praise God for his wonderful creations.....
Some people pray every moment they feel God's presence to adore him for the love He had given us.....
However.....some people do not pray until they meet problems they cannot solve....
Passengers on the Titanic prayed when the ship was sinking, Passengers on the plane prayed when the plane approached the Twin Towers.....NS men pray when they come into contact with evil spirits during their BMT(basic military training)......
As such, prayer is used when one is no longer in control of their predicament, prayer becomes a human reaction when things get out of hand, and when everything is hopeless....Prayer becomes a last minute resort......a last minute weapon.....becomes something that is never in mind until everything is hopeless............
Is that what prayer only means?
Saturday, March 03, 2007
FOC
Had FUEL council meeting today....FUEL camp is just next week!!! The problem now is that I got something on 10th march too....but most probably will chose to go for FUEL camp. I mean how often is there a camp for FUEL?
Was exceptionally hungry today, so got a mushroom and cheese prata and a chicken martubab, thinking that it would cost like $5 odd....And after eating, when we looked at the price written on the paper, one of us spent $9...and Daryl Naidu was like saying ..."definitely him"....and yeah I kind of knew it was me..I ate the most.I was so frightened as I didn't have enough money, maybe need to help them to wash the toilet..haha. Instead, it was..$7.50....oh my!!! $3.50 for prata and $4 for martubab.......and the price for the martubab alone could have bought 2 McChicken burgers......no drinks for lunch somemore.....
Before FUEL meeting, had guitar lesson to improve my skills...yeah....Eugene was kind of shocked that I wanted to learn Californication... but yeah....its an easy song, and a nice one...
Joke of the day:
One day a little girl was sitting and watching her mother do the dishes at the kitchen sink. She suddenly noticed that her mother had several strands of white hair sticking out in contrast on her brunette head. She looked at her mother and inquisitively asked, "Why are some of your hairs white, Mom?" Her mother replied, "Well, every time that you do something wrong and make me cry or unhappy, one of my hairs turns white." The little girl thought about this revelation for a while and then said..............................................................................................., "Momma, how come ALL of grandma's hairs are > >>>white?"
Was exceptionally hungry today, so got a mushroom and cheese prata and a chicken martubab, thinking that it would cost like $5 odd....And after eating, when we looked at the price written on the paper, one of us spent $9...and Daryl Naidu was like saying ..."definitely him"....and yeah I kind of knew it was me..I ate the most.I was so frightened as I didn't have enough money, maybe need to help them to wash the toilet..haha. Instead, it was..$7.50....oh my!!! $3.50 for prata and $4 for martubab.......and the price for the martubab alone could have bought 2 McChicken burgers......no drinks for lunch somemore.....
Before FUEL meeting, had guitar lesson to improve my skills...yeah....Eugene was kind of shocked that I wanted to learn Californication... but yeah....its an easy song, and a nice one...
Joke of the day:
One day a little girl was sitting and watching her mother do the dishes at the kitchen sink. She suddenly noticed that her mother had several strands of white hair sticking out in contrast on her brunette head. She looked at her mother and inquisitively asked, "Why are some of your hairs white, Mom?" Her mother replied, "Well, every time that you do something wrong and make me cry or unhappy, one of my hairs turns white." The little girl thought about this revelation for a while and then said..............................................................................................., "Momma, how come ALL of grandma's hairs are > >>>white?"
Friday, March 02, 2007
Bloody Friday
Just came home from school....was delayed by the rain till like 5+
I was very tired this morning....due to sleeping late last night...but had to be awoken from my stupor with the news of the same stupid thing again. Really wonder if these people live to deliver...or live to........whatever...no point getting myself pissed again.
When people feel down mentally, they hurt themself physically so that all their emotions will be removed by the pain. Two of these methods include lacerating oneself and slashing of wrists...etc. Maths lecture was dead boring, so with the help of Jason, I used a pen-knife and........................it was kind of ticklish, haha and the blood-red colour was so nice. So I entered maths lecture with perfect condition and I exited the LT with a "bleeding" arm and "slashed" wrist...It was so cool, and looked so real. I had friends asking me if I was alright and telling me to get treatment. When the red ink was so diluted in the glue that it became orange, Marvin even told me:" You should leave the wound open and exposed to air, don't put medicine yet". He was thinking that the orange liquid was medicine...haha.
During lunch break, I was feeling kind of crappy, and had the burning desire to play a trick. So, yeah I became a matchmaker........or in other words.....a jackass...Seems like my conning power has returned.....muahahaha. Being an evil cupid arrow is much more fun than playing frisbee or.......stoning like I had been doing in the past week.
Then before PE, we had nothing much to do....so we just listened to some funny music which sounded like African and Zachary was singing in his distorted old-man voice. We had sort of a mass dance session, irony is that the only one dancing was me, while the rest sat back and laughed. I was dancing "public affair", but I couldn't remember most of my steps...so just danced the screwed up KJC way..haha.....and nicholas goh joined in as my partner.
PE was cancelled due to the heavy rain. there was one particular lightning strike which caused a booming thunder....whoa, my balls almost died lah....haha. Rain was so heavy that we will still get wet even if we used the sheltered path to the bus-stop....so we sat as a class in the canteen and talked crap...
Majority voted that Yi-Hui indeed looked like "evil-twin"....only the crescent girls didn't (so definitely biased)....yeah, Yi Hui, go acknowledge your long-lost sister!!!
Vanessa, haiya....don't try to "squirt" me....naughty girl, after looking at.....haha, jk
After that, we were telling jokes....and I somehow got my lameness back again...haha...and Lynette was so slow....so slow.....please lah, stop training your legs, allow them to be weak...so that you can be LAME too....
Oh no, my legs are unable to move suddenly...wiggy wobbly legs...lamed...
When i was about to go home, it was like shit!!! the ink on my wrists could not be washed off.....if my mom saw it.....haha someone's gonna get hurt.....
Hmm, theres fuel council meeting tomorrow. Should I go for it, or should I go chill out with my SJI friends, or maybe.....go "fishing"?
As what Kaizong said....I should come up with one lame joke per day...and one special one per week. Then can make a book to sell and raise funds for the class....hmmm the little !YELLOW! book, that could even outbeat the little red book....one free wheelchair with each book purchased.....in case you get too lame...and cant walk...
To that special girl....you would see me smile if I see you smile...haha
I was very tired this morning....due to sleeping late last night...but had to be awoken from my stupor with the news of the same stupid thing again. Really wonder if these people live to deliver...or live to........whatever...no point getting myself pissed again.
When people feel down mentally, they hurt themself physically so that all their emotions will be removed by the pain. Two of these methods include lacerating oneself and slashing of wrists...etc. Maths lecture was dead boring, so with the help of Jason, I used a pen-knife and........................it was kind of ticklish, haha and the blood-red colour was so nice. So I entered maths lecture with perfect condition and I exited the LT with a "bleeding" arm and "slashed" wrist...It was so cool, and looked so real. I had friends asking me if I was alright and telling me to get treatment. When the red ink was so diluted in the glue that it became orange, Marvin even told me:" You should leave the wound open and exposed to air, don't put medicine yet". He was thinking that the orange liquid was medicine...haha.
During lunch break, I was feeling kind of crappy, and had the burning desire to play a trick. So, yeah I became a matchmaker........or in other words.....a jackass...Seems like my conning power has returned.....muahahaha. Being an evil cupid arrow is much more fun than playing frisbee or.......stoning like I had been doing in the past week.
Then before PE, we had nothing much to do....so we just listened to some funny music which sounded like African and Zachary was singing in his distorted old-man voice. We had sort of a mass dance session, irony is that the only one dancing was me, while the rest sat back and laughed. I was dancing "public affair", but I couldn't remember most of my steps...so just danced the screwed up KJC way..haha.....and nicholas goh joined in as my partner.
PE was cancelled due to the heavy rain. there was one particular lightning strike which caused a booming thunder....whoa, my balls almost died lah....haha. Rain was so heavy that we will still get wet even if we used the sheltered path to the bus-stop....so we sat as a class in the canteen and talked crap...
Majority voted that Yi-Hui indeed looked like "evil-twin"....only the crescent girls didn't (so definitely biased)....yeah, Yi Hui, go acknowledge your long-lost sister!!!
Vanessa, haiya....don't try to "squirt" me....naughty girl, after looking at.....haha, jk
After that, we were telling jokes....and I somehow got my lameness back again...haha...and Lynette was so slow....so slow.....please lah, stop training your legs, allow them to be weak...so that you can be LAME too....
Oh no, my legs are unable to move suddenly...wiggy wobbly legs...lamed...
When i was about to go home, it was like shit!!! the ink on my wrists could not be washed off.....if my mom saw it.....haha someone's gonna get hurt.....
Hmm, theres fuel council meeting tomorrow. Should I go for it, or should I go chill out with my SJI friends, or maybe.....go "fishing"?
As what Kaizong said....I should come up with one lame joke per day...and one special one per week. Then can make a book to sell and raise funds for the class....hmmm the little !YELLOW! book, that could even outbeat the little red book....one free wheelchair with each book purchased.....in case you get too lame...and cant walk...
To that special girl....you would see me smile if I see you smile...haha
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Monday, February 26, 2007
Didn't have the mood to touch my tutorials and assignments today. Just lay down and listened to music for a couple of hours. But not the kind I used to listen to....yeah.......now its the black metal, death metal genre
School was quite slack today. No new homework to do...I found myself dozing off during the physics and chemistry lectures....and actually sleeping during the maths tutorial. The gay rain and the quiet bus ride back home was bad....my flu got worse.....
yong shen....no more sunshine boy as what you said already
School was quite slack today. No new homework to do...I found myself dozing off during the physics and chemistry lectures....and actually sleeping during the maths tutorial. The gay rain and the quiet bus ride back home was bad....my flu got worse.....
yong shen....no more sunshine boy as what you said already
Sunday, February 25, 2007
UNCYCLOPEDIA IS stupid
These few days...been going to uncyclopedia to see all that bull shit and kill my emo-ness. That website is really professional crapping. Hmm, I think Im losing my lameness and my sense of humour is becoming some weird sense of emo-ness. Wonder is it because of my increasing period of studying in NJ or is it just some external factors...haiz. Hmm, I also think that the number of times I actually smile to myself is decreasing. Am I getting straighter or am I just having a lack of happy stuff to think about. Just got a GC, its almost like a palmtop, it can be used to download various applications, and even games. However, when it comes to doing the usual maths questions, its kind of problematic...I think I haven't really got used to using this cute electronic gadget yet. Had my interview for student council on Wednesday...quite pressurising since I was sitting in the middle of the classroom on a chair without a table to put my arms on...The interviewers were the president of SC himself( Fa....?), my current HAT captain (Hanern), and a few unfamiliar ones. Was stammering a lot during the entire interview...and gosh I can't remember the Inilah maktab school anthem. So after the interview, I was like....stoning....Then had OAC training. We did rock wall climbing. Fun...in the sense that I could climb to the point which was also the maximum point the OAC president, Greg could climb.
After CCA, still had to go for Ash Wednesday mass in Holy spirit. This was the first time going back to church on a weekday for such day(s) of obligation. We usually had mass celebrated in the school chapel before assembly back in SJI. Talking about religion stuff, NJ doesn't have mass, doesn't have RME(Religious and moral education) lessons to slack in, doesn't have prayer at assembly, b4 meals, aftr meals....., doesn't have class committee(prayer leader) too. Even during CNY, the celebration was very different. Usually we had blessing of the oranges back in sji, then ironically I would use the oranges for....erhe...m....after the mass.
So JC life in NJ is kind of a culture shock, but a low voltage one to me...since I knew before hand what it was going to be like. Hmmm, I really miss the times where I could stand in front of a crowd and just go on talking crap, and monkeying around. In JC, its really different, there are girls! So now I understand how my seniors feel when they come back for the annual sji-sjab training camp talentime, and tell the whole unit how we got to enjoy our time. My reasoning at that time was: Don't talk rubbish lah, what could beat studying with girls...lessons will never be boring!!! When you go JC, like NJ, talentime is singing songs, playing guitar...showing your musical talents.......
But back in SJI, talentime is just one word, "FUN". No appreciation or whatsoever, its just being stupid. You usually perform a skit....which contains lots of obscene stuff.....(high pants, underwear, cool positions, those stuff that make you grow horns, you name it you got it....) You could imitate a person, like how there were so many KJC wannabes last year, and you could just talk crap about the past. And when i mean talking crap, I mean altering all facts and maximum exaggeration. YUP, thats the fun which cannot be found in JC
EMO mood- now people often observe me with this kind of mood...don't know why its so noticeable to others when i suddenly stop talking. Maybe Im the kind of person who can't stop talking usually, and being with a lot of other people. So, moments of solitude in the past were rare...and very observable. Unlike ALOY, he is having his moments of solitude everytime, every second, even now!!!(can even one whole day dont even talk to people even!!....which I cant achieve in my maximum emo mood)
Yup, but people have been telling me that Im TAO(DAO)ing them nowadays....
Hmm, got to find a solution before I become a TAOist like the lioness lau...
Why couldn't they catch anything today? Because the hot bait was slacking at home and didn't have the mood for fishing....
After CCA, still had to go for Ash Wednesday mass in Holy spirit. This was the first time going back to church on a weekday for such day(s) of obligation. We usually had mass celebrated in the school chapel before assembly back in SJI. Talking about religion stuff, NJ doesn't have mass, doesn't have RME(Religious and moral education) lessons to slack in, doesn't have prayer at assembly, b4 meals, aftr meals....., doesn't have class committee(prayer leader) too. Even during CNY, the celebration was very different. Usually we had blessing of the oranges back in sji, then ironically I would use the oranges for....erhe...m....after the mass.
So JC life in NJ is kind of a culture shock, but a low voltage one to me...since I knew before hand what it was going to be like. Hmmm, I really miss the times where I could stand in front of a crowd and just go on talking crap, and monkeying around. In JC, its really different, there are girls! So now I understand how my seniors feel when they come back for the annual sji-sjab training camp talentime, and tell the whole unit how we got to enjoy our time. My reasoning at that time was: Don't talk rubbish lah, what could beat studying with girls...lessons will never be boring!!! When you go JC, like NJ, talentime is singing songs, playing guitar...showing your musical talents.......
But back in SJI, talentime is just one word, "FUN". No appreciation or whatsoever, its just being stupid. You usually perform a skit....which contains lots of obscene stuff.....(high pants, underwear, cool positions, those stuff that make you grow horns, you name it you got it....) You could imitate a person, like how there were so many KJC wannabes last year, and you could just talk crap about the past. And when i mean talking crap, I mean altering all facts and maximum exaggeration. YUP, thats the fun which cannot be found in JC
EMO mood- now people often observe me with this kind of mood...don't know why its so noticeable to others when i suddenly stop talking. Maybe Im the kind of person who can't stop talking usually, and being with a lot of other people. So, moments of solitude in the past were rare...and very observable. Unlike ALOY, he is having his moments of solitude everytime, every second, even now!!!(can even one whole day dont even talk to people even!!....which I cant achieve in my maximum emo mood)
Yup, but people have been telling me that Im TAO(DAO)ing them nowadays....
Hmm, got to find a solution before I become a TAOist like the lioness lau...
Why couldn't they catch anything today? Because the hot bait was slacking at home and didn't have the mood for fishing....
Friday, February 23, 2007
Bells have rung
My 4 years in SJI ended just like that...haiz. There was the graduation day, unlike other schools, we had no prom night, graduation dinner or whatsoever. Our graduation ceremony was in the SJI founder's hall, and our attire was the SJI school uniform-not bad actually. So each and every student had his time of glory when he went up to collect his certificates from the guest of honour. We even got the "limited edition" sji-2006 graduation handbook, thats what my friends call it because its printed only for our year...like duh...The most meaningful part was when the parents opened the letters we had written for them, and we sang the song "you raise me up", really appopriate for that occasion. It was something like my confirmation camp at the end of Secondary 3 when I wrote letters to my parents too. But unlike that time, I cried while writing the letter to my parents. During the con camp, I cried when I received the letter. haha, really very touching to see how my parents express their feelings in words. During grad, very emo to put my feelings into words. Yar, thats for graduation day.
Coming to the Sec4 farewell and paraliturgy, I was rather upset that there wasn't a mass in the morning. They should have at least given us a last official mass in sji to mark the end of our 4 years. During paraliturgy, Jing Han, Jared, Augy, Jason fooling around...and I was singing "You are mine" in high-pitch, puting my arms around Hubert during "Do not be afraid I am with you...." and acting gay. Haha, so fun being as a class for the last time...We had to also write the names of 4 people who made an impact during our 4 years and hang it on the walls....then Mrs Sng handed out the "class of 2006" badge to each one in the class personally. Yeah got everyone's autograph, and hugged practically everyone, even ALOY!!! Mr Benjamin Lui's talk was surprisingly very interesting, because it was probably the last time I would hear him speak. Then he called for the leaders in our batch to stand up, at first nobody stood up, then many stood up and I stood up too. so almost half of our entire cohort lead in one way or another...yess mannn...sji had really brought up student leaders...lasallian leaders...of faith, service, and community....
During my sec 2 &3 days, I would just move my mouth when the college anthem is played, pretending to be singing....but this time, it was different. The bells that had rung me into sji 4 years ago, was ringing me out. 4 years ago, at the inaugural service, the bells rung as the song "welcome to the family" was played. At the end of the farewell assembly, the bells rung, it was unlike the other 3 bells rung at the end of the past 3 years,,,because this time the bell was ringing for me...we were shouting the school song as we exited from the hall.
the things that i would never be able to let go will be the friends I made and lessons I learnt. I laid down my footsteps in SJI as I left, but I would be back one day to trudge on them again and deepen them.......
432, it was really good being part of you guys.. for all the crap that we did together....yeah we enjoyed it...and the times we mugged...yeah we hate it...but its good for us.
thanks godwindesmondjoelhubertnicholasshihhoongerikseanshaunravinromityaorongmarcusjansenvictor... and the list goes on...
Squad Taurus, yeah we had it harsh as cadets...........as ncos it was both harsh but fun too.....I will always remember the times where we put in our utmost effort and did great things together as a squad....I will also remember the times where we fought, cursed, and argued with one another.........I apologise for certain decisions I made, because I can't hope to please everyone......Though we didnt achieve our goals fully, we learnt from our mistakes, and we paved the way for sji-sjab to be returned to its former glory. I will always miss sleeping sessions every week in the sjab room(jk, jk)
thanks marcusliqianmatthiasjameskuanhuaishawnzhiyangnickgohyongshencammpsjondamien
and the list goes on...
Squad Taurus, we have done it
Squad Scorpio, you can do it now
Squad Cancer, you can do it later
Squad Libra, you can learn how to do it
Coming to the Sec4 farewell and paraliturgy, I was rather upset that there wasn't a mass in the morning. They should have at least given us a last official mass in sji to mark the end of our 4 years. During paraliturgy, Jing Han, Jared, Augy, Jason fooling around...and I was singing "You are mine" in high-pitch, puting my arms around Hubert during "Do not be afraid I am with you...." and acting gay. Haha, so fun being as a class for the last time...We had to also write the names of 4 people who made an impact during our 4 years and hang it on the walls....then Mrs Sng handed out the "class of 2006" badge to each one in the class personally. Yeah got everyone's autograph, and hugged practically everyone, even ALOY!!! Mr Benjamin Lui's talk was surprisingly very interesting, because it was probably the last time I would hear him speak. Then he called for the leaders in our batch to stand up, at first nobody stood up, then many stood up and I stood up too. so almost half of our entire cohort lead in one way or another...yess mannn...sji had really brought up student leaders...lasallian leaders...of faith, service, and community....
During my sec 2 &3 days, I would just move my mouth when the college anthem is played, pretending to be singing....but this time, it was different. The bells that had rung me into sji 4 years ago, was ringing me out. 4 years ago, at the inaugural service, the bells rung as the song "welcome to the family" was played. At the end of the farewell assembly, the bells rung, it was unlike the other 3 bells rung at the end of the past 3 years,,,because this time the bell was ringing for me...we were shouting the school song as we exited from the hall.
the things that i would never be able to let go will be the friends I made and lessons I learnt. I laid down my footsteps in SJI as I left, but I would be back one day to trudge on them again and deepen them.......
432, it was really good being part of you guys.. for all the crap that we did together....yeah we enjoyed it...and the times we mugged...yeah we hate it...but its good for us.
thanks godwindesmondjoelhubertnicholasshihhoongerikseanshaunravinromityaorongmarcusjansenvictor... and the list goes on...
Squad Taurus, yeah we had it harsh as cadets...........as ncos it was both harsh but fun too.....I will always remember the times where we put in our utmost effort and did great things together as a squad....I will also remember the times where we fought, cursed, and argued with one another.........I apologise for certain decisions I made, because I can't hope to please everyone......Though we didnt achieve our goals fully, we learnt from our mistakes, and we paved the way for sji-sjab to be returned to its former glory. I will always miss sleeping sessions every week in the sjab room(jk, jk)
thanks marcusliqianmatthiasjameskuanhuaishawnzhiyangnickgohyongshencammpsjondamien
and the list goes on...
Squad Taurus, we have done it
Squad Scorpio, you can do it now
Squad Cancer, you can do it later
Squad Libra, you can learn how to do it
Bells have rung
ok, it has been a very long time since I last blogged...i kind of gave up on blogging last year.....just too lazy to blog lah...
well, lots of things had happened this past year...Im no longer studying in SJI anymore, but I still regard myself as a Josephian...yeah, once a Josephian, always a Josephian. Just got my O'level results not long ago, I got 7pts, exactly the same as my prelims. Was quite disappointed that I had attained only 6A1s while I had aimed to get 8A1s at first. But hey, Im already above average, and I should thank god that I could get As for my 3 sciences, considering how screwed up my practicals were. Hmm, I got to be grateful to how well my teachers had taught me and helped me to produce my A1s, all of my teachers to be exact actually did their best lah, even Chinese too. Mr Lee Lye Hin taught us very well...so though I got only a B3, I just got myself to blame...Im not a Chinese helicopter...the only time I actually speak cheena is during chinese lessons. So my foundation for Chinese is comparable to a rotten mandarin orange...haha. My english teacher, Ms Daisy Chia (roll eyes), yup she loves to do it whenever the lamers in class do some corny stuff at the end of lesson...learnt a lot from her too. Chem tutor, David Kwang....haha damn gay always...love shih hoong so much...always ask Erik k to explain answers to the class instead of him...yup but he encouraged us well, the ice-creams, the promises to treat the class if we got all distinction, thats why we were top in level for chemistry. Physics tutor, Bryan Poon, super lamer...can put wires into our pencil box and later accuse us of stealing them!!! haha, the stupid polar bear movies between lessons were amusing, prevents me from sleeping during lessons. Bio tutor, Lim Siew Mei, need to use speaker during lessons, super strict about drawing of bio stuff, hope u remember your bio rep. Ms Matthews, yeah Ahmad(me) got to thank you for the A1, though eccentric at times, I could see that you wanted to really help us in our combined humanities at the time of the Os, calling for extra lessons. Martina Chan, yeah I love your lessons compared to...erhem. When I couldn't remember a single thing about Geography minutes away from the paper due to stress, she was there to cheer me on...thanks very much. ok, now coming to our form tutor MRS SNG SWEE YEE. looking at the name sends a shiver down your spine, typing her name makes my fingers n.....u.....m....b...The first time I saw her in Sec3, and realised that she was going to be our form tutor, it was like oh gosh!!! So scaryyyy. She shouted at us on the first day of school already lah. She gives us tremendous amounts of homework, if we can't complete it the next day, we got to submit an extra copy. And she is so pro, even though you copy your assignment from a range of sources (let's say 5 other classmates), she would still know...and you got to copy the assignment 20 times. I had to copy 10 times before because I let someone copy my work, haha hands so pain lah. I would never forget the traumatising maths tdp (talent development programme) that takes place every monday afternoon. We talk in class(which we will never, obviously), you mince our balls, we keep quiet, you fry our balls. The whole class got problems understanding all those chimalogy in tdp, so only Tuan and Christopher answer questions...so when the rest are quiet...everybody dies....because you glare at us and there is that DEAD silence. And your glare is so powerful, it has a shrinking effect on our balls. Ouch! She is the fiercest teacher in school, but she is undoubtedly one of the most efficient, she never fails to complete what she has to teach in a single lesson, and we are always ahead of the other classes. The mind-shaking questions she gives us also helps us to be maths experts. hah, thats why prelims whole class A1, MSG 1.00...thank you for having confidence in me as a class committee member.
Yup, this post is a tribute to the SJI teachers who had taught me, and prepared me for the big hurdle which i had overcome. By the way, these are only the teachers who had taught me from sec3-4, but for the teachers whom I got to thank, the list goes on....and on...
7points is not good enough for me to enter RJ, but I can still stay in NJ, yay!
well, lots of things had happened this past year...Im no longer studying in SJI anymore, but I still regard myself as a Josephian...yeah, once a Josephian, always a Josephian. Just got my O'level results not long ago, I got 7pts, exactly the same as my prelims. Was quite disappointed that I had attained only 6A1s while I had aimed to get 8A1s at first. But hey, Im already above average, and I should thank god that I could get As for my 3 sciences, considering how screwed up my practicals were. Hmm, I got to be grateful to how well my teachers had taught me and helped me to produce my A1s, all of my teachers to be exact actually did their best lah, even Chinese too. Mr Lee Lye Hin taught us very well...so though I got only a B3, I just got myself to blame...Im not a Chinese helicopter...the only time I actually speak cheena is during chinese lessons. So my foundation for Chinese is comparable to a rotten mandarin orange...haha. My english teacher, Ms Daisy Chia (roll eyes), yup she loves to do it whenever the lamers in class do some corny stuff at the end of lesson...learnt a lot from her too. Chem tutor, David Kwang....haha damn gay always...love shih hoong so much...always ask Erik k to explain answers to the class instead of him...yup but he encouraged us well, the ice-creams, the promises to treat the class if we got all distinction, thats why we were top in level for chemistry. Physics tutor, Bryan Poon, super lamer...can put wires into our pencil box and later accuse us of stealing them!!! haha, the stupid polar bear movies between lessons were amusing, prevents me from sleeping during lessons. Bio tutor, Lim Siew Mei, need to use speaker during lessons, super strict about drawing of bio stuff, hope u remember your bio rep. Ms Matthews, yeah Ahmad(me) got to thank you for the A1, though eccentric at times, I could see that you wanted to really help us in our combined humanities at the time of the Os, calling for extra lessons. Martina Chan, yeah I love your lessons compared to...erhem. When I couldn't remember a single thing about Geography minutes away from the paper due to stress, she was there to cheer me on...thanks very much. ok, now coming to our form tutor MRS SNG SWEE YEE. looking at the name sends a shiver down your spine, typing her name makes my fingers n.....u.....m....b...The first time I saw her in Sec3, and realised that she was going to be our form tutor, it was like oh gosh!!! So scaryyyy. She shouted at us on the first day of school already lah. She gives us tremendous amounts of homework, if we can't complete it the next day, we got to submit an extra copy. And she is so pro, even though you copy your assignment from a range of sources (let's say 5 other classmates), she would still know...and you got to copy the assignment 20 times. I had to copy 10 times before because I let someone copy my work, haha hands so pain lah. I would never forget the traumatising maths tdp (talent development programme) that takes place every monday afternoon. We talk in class(which we will never, obviously), you mince our balls, we keep quiet, you fry our balls. The whole class got problems understanding all those chimalogy in tdp, so only Tuan and Christopher answer questions...so when the rest are quiet...everybody dies....because you glare at us and there is that DEAD silence. And your glare is so powerful, it has a shrinking effect on our balls. Ouch! She is the fiercest teacher in school, but she is undoubtedly one of the most efficient, she never fails to complete what she has to teach in a single lesson, and we are always ahead of the other classes. The mind-shaking questions she gives us also helps us to be maths experts. hah, thats why prelims whole class A1, MSG 1.00...thank you for having confidence in me as a class committee member.
Yup, this post is a tribute to the SJI teachers who had taught me, and prepared me for the big hurdle which i had overcome. By the way, these are only the teachers who had taught me from sec3-4, but for the teachers whom I got to thank, the list goes on....and on...
7points is not good enough for me to enter RJ, but I can still stay in NJ, yay!
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